Saturday, November 07, 2009
(: 9:24:00 PM
many things are starting to happen again once school has started...many things have also come to my realisation...
wondering what it may be?well...sometimes letting people know about it is'nt gonna help....soi'll just let results show it...although i always say..."it's not about the results that matters more, but the process that matters most"...
certain things are starting to fall apart already...but on the other hand, other things are getting back into place already...
hais...u know...it really seems so contradicting that my blogs labels "happiness...memories...warmth" when the happiness in my blog is'nt really there anymore, while warmth....seems like a thing of the past already...while on the other hand...memories have still lingered...
still with all these things in mind...i of the goals of these blog is make her live up to her name.along with these goal comes along many other goals...just too many...too many...
the brain just seem to complex sometimes...wishing it to be simple at the right times would really be nice..
Saturday, October 31, 2009
(: 10:20:00 PM
"loving someone does'nt mean you have to be with them, but for them to be happy..."
this was what I used to say...but after that day...it seems like you were right...it lagged something....continuing my quest to give this sentence a better meaning to it
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
(: 11:52:00 PM
although its been just a few days...I have beeen feeling really happy...just by having some quality time with ya lao po...hehe...really missed those times we were always going out...from bukit timah to some funny place...its had been fun...and now having been able to go out with ya for shopping(window) seems like reministering the past...its pure happiness...i'm glad you're happy too...let's spend more quality time with each other before work starts ya?=D
love ya...damn much=D
(: 11:32:00 PM
"you would do anything for the one you love"...but...do not do everything for the one you love...
I'm saying this not for myself, but for those people out there that are affected by this.
I remember myself always saying this..."loving someone does'nt mean you have to be with them, but for them to be happy..."
Do not go overboard just for the love of your life...sometimes its better for your loved ones to just let them go...be happy for them instead of instigating all sorts of things just to be with them...reality is harsh...but sometimes...letting go...just seems to be the better choice...
again I say this is nothing to with me...i'm just transferring what I think to the people out there who are seeking for this answer...
Monday, July 06, 2009
(: 1:14:00 PM
i carn control my anger...i dont know how its back again...it was never like that before...it started last year...but..i managed to control it...not its back again...i was never like that,never...every1 who knew me know it...
shes different...it might be the past adding up...
shes different...i must not let what others did wrongly add up and allow it out...shes different...its just coincidence its the same action the same way...
shes different...i must treat her even better...my feelings cannot be bothered...it carn work out like that with her...so it must be
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
(: 11:48:00 PM
i'll be flying in just a few hours time...wuhan,hubei...study trip...will only be back on the 14th of april...for those few that still tune in to this blog of mine...this is a really important trip to me...
its a trip of self discovery,to find "me" back...its also with the utmost importance that...i make things improve...its just too important...
i know whats going on...and i hope with this trip things will turn out better...if it doesnt...then...the next move on this chessboard...i dont know what other checks will i have...if its a checkmate...all will be lost...
im sorry guys
im sorry for not heeding the advice
its time...
i cannot fail....
on a lighter note...
i will be back with lotsa pictures...and if all goes well...with some good news...
ure gonna be protected and sowered with the warmth that though cannot be compared to those of your family but...this warmth i hope will be able to tide you through...gotto to go now...off...for the chance that has been bestowed upon me...
Thursday, February 26, 2009
(: 9:46:00 PM
boo!

whats with that face?is like some1 poke like that=p

us=D

hehe...i just love every1 of her smiles...but this is more like a glee...

"i'm...lost!"

she said we look like going to the market!

look at hows shes standing

shes like hmm?and the other is like hehe again!

was taking this from the escalator when i tripped...domt laugh!

i forgot whats this place called..hehe creation of bears place...

rabbit!
got all 5 mos burger handphone key chains for her...well, almost all,the hotdog man from sasi






compare this picture with the 1 below

see the difference?=p

look at the picture upside down=p

o come on!im just pulling my socks!

the only other picture with me in it=(

"ARGH!!!!" "HEHE"

dont you agree she just likes sticking her tongue out...?

looks like couples dont they?

omg its true!indians' teeth is very white!

well a little better i suppose

opps a blurry 1...

o well...sasi is almost 1 _ _ _ _ taller=p

shopping...look like aunties right=pjust kidding!

mittens!but shes handcuffed which explains the hands in ha-du-gan shape=p

OOOOOOOO...=p

did you all know she has a very long tongue?

started off with sasi getting that...=D
went to see the doctor with lao po today...got the influenza jab as well as the medication for the china trip...told you the jab wasnt so painful...hehe...after that, we went to PS to catch a movie with sasi,but it the sisterhood would have been complete with siti around,but im not sure for what reason she could not go...
went around PS while waiting for the movie to start...hehe enjoyed overselves and took quite a number of pictures!hehe...we caught the movie that won quite a number of oscars...SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE=Dhehenot bad...not bad...3 and a half stars from me...a touch of comedy with romance and a message bout the lives of the indians...not bad...guys u should catch it...
as for whatever that happened...i let the pictures tell bout the rest of our trip...=Denjoyed it=D
(: 9:27:00 PM

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lao po's other cake
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cutting the icecreeam cake together=D

every1=D
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her cake and her presents=D
us=DDD
back to blogging!been really long since i last blogged i know...have been eally busy you know...hehe but o well...I'M BACK!!!
first off LAO PO'S 18 BIRTHDAY!didnt have a camera so the pictures arnt with me except for this 1...surprised her with a icecream cake with sasi and siti to celebrate with her...please refer to my lao po's blog for the detailed happenings...im starting to like using photos to express my feelings...hehetake a look at this photo...love it...although it was suppose to a blur photo...but...it turned out quite surprisingly...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
(: 10:21:00 PM
things between me and my dad have started to take a turn for the better, i think...
well, after the talk that we had, and a short trip to the nearby coffeshop today with uncle mark the ang moh in the house,i guess things might start taking off in a better direction.i really hope things will be better...
thats not the highlight today...well...today, just 1 day before our 6th month anniversary, things happened, and ive finally realised how things are...not going into details, because it really hurts, but lets summarise it into 1 sentence...
"first 6 months, learning, rest of our lives, experiencing."