Thursday, August 31, 2006
(: 11:36:00 PM
sigh...in times of tis...root beer is my best fren...jus too bad its not really beer...the kind tt can drown yor sorrows...
(: 11:30:00 PM
today,i wen back to my old school...st.stephen'school...i onli met 1 teacher...i personally tink tt he is 1 of the greatest teacher in the world,n i mean it...the way he makes u believe tt u can do it...waoh...can make a no confidence person into a veri confident person...
primary sch,talking with frens,arh...n soccer...yes soccer...brings back lots of memories...gd memories...tinking back,d onli tink tt worries u is whether we have enough to play a full soccer match,or did any1 brought soccer ball to sch...but come to secondary school...a whole new thing...more things to worry bout...but no doubt...memories,especially nice ones...really can bring back the mood to u...
Monday, August 21, 2006
(: 8:39:00 PM
parents not giving u freedom?parents not trusting u?u feel tt yor parents jus dun understand u?...tis r jus some of the problems teens face with their parents...there r many kinds of parents...n i mean many...some parents let their kids have their own way,some want their kids to do wad they want,some listen to wad their kids want n let them have it their own way if its reasonable...some care too much for their kids,some couldnt care less bout their kids...jus too many kinds of parents...most of the time,its becuz of how the parents show their care orhow they behave tt makes their kids turn out the way they r...there r 2 ways to look into how these problems r cuzed or shall i say 2 views...1 from the parents view,n the other from the children's view...parents view.parents naturally have 1 goal in life...to see their children grow up...n to grow up without havin to go through hardships...well at least most parents tink tt way...the thing we must rmb is tt our parents,they were from the older years where times were different,where comin home straight after sch was so common,blah...their tinking might be different from us...their wrong might be our right...but they were like us before,young n playful...they noe how its like to be a teen,they were once,a teen...their tinking is jus...different...have u noticed how sometimes frens noe bout their frens more than their own parents?tts becuz the teens r now placing frens above their parents...wad causes tis?parents negligence?n them not understanding their children?well,maybe...sometimes parents maybe due to work,have little or no time to spend with their kids...they would like to,but becuz they want to provide a decent n comfortable life for their family,they forget tt being a family doesnt onli mean u have to provide a gd home,but to be a gd family member,to share problems,to face challenges together...wen their children have problems,n try to talk to them,the parents r eother too tired or stressed up to tal to their kids,cuzing the kids(us)to rely on our frens to help us...or it may be the other way round...the parents have a lot of time to spend with their kids,they bother too much bout their kids life...they dun really noe wad privacy is...some do,but others...dun...they believe tt as parents,they have all the right to interfere with their childrens life...which is most probably right...they do tis not becuz they got nothing to do...they do becuz,they want u to have a bright future,they dun want u to do the wrong things...the onli thing is...our future,wad we wanna do,n many more,all lies in our hands...parents may wan u to do tis n tt,but wad u do in the end n how u end up,all lies with u...rmb tt...alrite,enough bout parents view...our view...teens view...no privacy at all!they jus care too much...nagging all day long...they dun care if i die or live...sounds familiar?these r some of the things we say bout our life,our parents...sometimes everything move tt we make,every1 tt we meet or talk to,our parents have a say in it,or have comments...''hu is tt?''''boy or girl''''dun let mi find out u have girlfren/boyfren...if not...''''where r u goin,with hu,wad time ure comin back,wad did u buy,wad did u do...''they jus ask too much questions...they wanna noe everything!some parents even check their childs things,drawers,becuz they dun trust their child...come on!yor own child!family?trust?if the parents didnt do all tis,we wouldnt have to hide things from them...some parents talk too much to their kids,even though its for their own good,but the kids noe,we no,tt weneva our parents speak to us...means trouble?or maybe some other things...tis might be the reason cuzing u to ignore or give yor parents the cold shoulder,avoid them,show our parents attitude,be rude to them...parents may or may not noe tt wad there r doin,wad they r askin,is wad is cuzing us to be lidat...most of the time they do not noe...all they tink is for u to have gd results,n to be a gd person...no wrong in tt...but sometimes...jus overboard...nagging...all day long sometimes for years on ends...but did u noe tt they work...1 example...''before u go to bed,must brush teeth''heard tis wen we were young...n they keep repeating n repeating...n we say they r nagging...well...now u brush yor teeth everytime before bed rite?or at least u noe must do tis rite?by nagging n nagging,they get habits into yor mind,or wad they wan u to do in yor mind...n i have to say tis....they do succeed isnt it?its jus tt whether we do it or not...sometimes,we dun like to go home.to some,home is like a jail,everything must go through the wardens(parents),to others home is a nitemare,jus a place to slp...many more....veri few of us will tink of home as the perfect place to be,where we look forward to go to...we would rather stay at sch or go out with frens than to stay at home...even if we do...we hardly talk to our parents,we still communicate with our frens,via phone,msn,etc.n becuz of al these negative thots of home tt parents give us,or tt parents r monsters,we find ourselves talking with frens more than our parents,spending more time with frens than our parents...is tis how it should be?no!ppl forget tis easily,n nv thot tt it would happen,as they have not experience it...our parents,home,will always be there,unless sth happens(touch wood)...imagine,1 day u had a tiff with yor frens,or tt u have no frens anymore,u found out tt they be frens with u for a special reason,not becuz of hu u r...ypr parents,n home will still be there,waiting...1 day u get into trouble,need money,u fall sick...yes,u might say ure frens can take care,n pay for u...but tink bout it...wad if u were the 1 paying for yor fren,taking care of yor fren...u carn carry on like tis for long!u will still have to go to sch,where r u gonna get the money,or enough money?tts where famiy,home comes in again...they will still be there...though it might be hard to communicate with yor parents,but try,as hard as how yor parents r tryin to communicate with u...dun tink so?tink again...believe mi,1 day wen u become a parent,u will noe the difficulty tt yor parents face now...as long as u have done yor best in yor studies,anything,do yor part as a child...if yor parents still ask for more...it means they r askin for too much...but tts providing u have done yor veri best in evreyting...
Sunday, August 20, 2006
(: 10:17:00 PM
its back again...i hate it...makes mi feel so...it takes it all away...leaving mi so...wish it could go away...n tt it would nv come back...
(: 3:14:00 PM
for a few seconds yesterday,i had the feeling of a father...wen yor own child hugs u n holds yor hand....the feeling is jus...so warm...n it makes mi happy...maybe im starting to understand y parents feel so happy wen they have a child...they bring joy to the parents world...i was buyin queuing up to pay for my groceries,wen i felt a little warmth on my leg.i looked down n saw a little girl hugging my leg...she then reached out with her tiny hands n held my hand...for a moment i felt a little peaceful...but within a second,i let go,then she realised tt im not her father n went to her father hu was lookin at magazines...i will nv forget the feeling...so warm,so cosy...
(: 3:10:00 PM
my aunt tells mi tt wen i was young,i used to smile a lot...too much...but now...veri little...so from now on,im gonna smile more,everytime,whether im sad or angry,im gonna smile...a real smile...to u guys out there...smile too!the world would be brighter if every1 smiled more...especially u princess...yor smile brings mi hope...so.....smile more!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 17, 2006
(: 9:06:00 PM
do i really look tt old?!even the relieve teacher for mr maron's class said i looked older than i seem...all i did was to not shave,n wad?!i look 3 years older???woah looks like i should shave...
(: 7:55:00 PM
chinese oral todae!!!thot it was goin to be my downfall,as my chinese is alwaes tt bad...surprisingly...no...the teacher taking mi was chen lao shi(mr tan),he was my sec 1 chinese teacher...he told mi tt other from certain word tt i didnt noe how to read,n the not so smooth reading...my chinese had improved tremendously,maybe jus improved,from sec 1...hmm...got 1 person to thank veri much...tts u princess!thanks to u speaking chinese to mi most of the times,my chinese has improved!thx!but my chinese still veri bad...need to work harder...to every1 out there...sometimes,ppl might say u have improved maybe in yor character,studies,etc.but alwaes rmb tis...it doesnt mean tt we can stop or slow down in our tracks...we should constantly seek to improve ourselves in as many areas n ways,as there is alwaes a new road in front of us,leading us to more improvements...
(: 7:15:00 PM
woah yesterday...ncc...wah long time nv do pt(physical training) already...waoh i also didnt noe im cpti!(chief physical training instructor)...waoh no voice already...shout until so hoarse already,then alwaes zhao sia...then every1 keep laughing at mi...even the teachers....sigh to the part bs of 2006,sorry...didnt mean to come down down hard on u guys at tt time...it was free n easy,but u guys still didnt want to show standard,keep playin around...play a bit can,but wen its time to stop,u guys have to stop...well tink of the push-ups in the nicer light.its traing yor arms up!wen u have big muscles must come thank mi ar...!jkjk...waoh...so happy on tis day too...looks like the losing of my voice was rewarded!lol,jk...im goin to ssc!(senior spec course)...with the other 4 ppl...congrats to clement,zheng yang,zack,and edwin!future staff sergents!and thx to all the other guys hu voted for mi!thx a lot guys...but so wad if we r staff sergents?we r all still the same,equal,u guys will still be my brothers,we r still of the same part,same year,most importantly...we r a team!without u guys,the rest n i,would not be able to attend tis course...so a big thank you to u guys!in my heart,every1 of u is a staff sergent!keep up the good work guys,and pass on the knowledge to our future batch...rmb,the platoons r not onli hu they r made up of,they also represent u...its is u hu trains the ppl to be wad or hu they r...teamwork is an important thing,jus like in ncc,we,the specialist have to work together with the other specialist n the cadets to improve n train ourselves,to make ourselves even more better.in life,no matter if u like to work with tis person,or u hate,we still have to work with them,for the better of ourselves,and for others,and especially to get on we our lives.jus like to reproduce...opps,lol,jkjk...not tryin to be horny,well its a fact isnt it?lol,im sure u understand...alrite back to the point...though certain things can be accomplished yorselves,but the thing can be accomplished much faster and even better than before,if we work as a team.sometimes the ppl tt u work together with might not do wad u want them to do,or r not doin wad ther r supposed to do,well,tis is life...but getting angry n worked up is not goin to help complete wad u guys started out doin.make the person understand,y or wad is he or she is doin,or try to undersatnd the person more,tis will help u guys complete yor tasks.teamwork is not jus bout doin things together,but also to help each other...rmb tt...
(: 6:46:00 PM
15 august.games day for the sec 3s...sorry guys...carn believe even captain ball can score own goal!sorry!tts the problem with not wearin specs,n of course such a blur person like mi...waoh i really didnt mean u were kaiyu,it was jus a joke...sorry again...in games,naturally some accidents do happen,n roughness too...really sorry again...dun wanna say anything more bout the matches...makes feel angry....waoh the npcc team...congrats to them...great effort...n to the sincerity team...congrats!for winning 1st!winning isnt everything,participating is...it is true all tis tt we see and learn sportsmanship...we win,win with pride,lose,also with pride....its true all tis challenges n experiences tt we learn n improve...hmm...second time lost in a captain ball match already,last time was durin inter-class games...i will work hard,with every1 else in the team to do our best in the next match!(if there is)...thx to tis ppl tt our team became possible...dawn,joshua neo,qian bi,yi lin,michelle,yi ling....thx to u guys,or shall i say guys n gals...we manage to show the other teams wad we r made of!no offence to the other teams,jus a term...to every1 out there,in life u will alwaes win n lose,its the way of life...so i u win,carry on doin yor best in it,if u lose...do even more of yor best!put in more effort,do not let failure to pull u down...its is jus a learning experience...pick yorself up,n fight to the end!as the sayin goes...failure is the mother of all successes!(translated from chinese)...
Sunday, August 13, 2006
(: 2:48:00 PM
happiness...something every1 wants...yet so difficult to obtain...its like a fish,so slippery,carn grip,hold on for long without letting it go...life is like tt...everytime we found happiness,n thot tt it would last...it jus slips out of of hands,filling u with regrets,despair,sadness...not worth waiting so long for?not worth struggling so much for?no!it si worht it...everything bout happiness is worth it.the feeling of happiness...woah is a unforgettable experience...the feelin of warmth goin through u...the feelin of bein able to smile n laugh as u used to be able to...the feelin of bein able to do things well again...n many more uncountable experiences...happiness is like a water,able to wash off the dirt(sadness,despair,depression,etc) away as soon as it comes...but as soon as it comes,it goes away...allowing the dirt to once again cover us...happiness is something tt money carn buy,something tt we carn get just by askin for it...it is something tt we should strive for,work hard for,go all out for...1 thing i must say,which i tink u uys already noe,jus a reminder...if u have found yor happiness,treasure it,every single moment,for u nv noe,at anytime,any place,it will jus slp away...so treasure it!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
(: 4:40:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!41 years old n counting...gd luck to the future!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
(: 10:44:00 PM
if u need help or advice...ask mi! tag board is over there- - - >ill do my best to help out...
Saturday, August 05, 2006
(: 1:48:00 AM
my veri first blog!!!!!!!