Sunday, September 24, 2006
(: 9:45:00 PM
not a poem
the world darkened
the sky fallen
the plants dullen
the life...different
despair,depression,fate?
hope,dreams,real?
smiles,happiness,destroyed?
and the fault is mine
failure to do what i promised
failure to do what was right
failure to give u happiness
failure...to make u smile like u used to
lost your trust in mi
lost my confidence
lost ur warmth
lost...that beautiful smile of yours
wish to be able to help u
wish to be by your side
wish to make smile again
wish...for u to be happy once again
gave u trouble
gave u unhappiness
gave u nothing except...
memories u wont want to remember
if i could change the past
if i could change what i did
if i could know what u needed
if...i knew what to do
i would sacrifice...
i would exchange...
i would do whatever it takes...
just to make u smile and be happy again
i know a sincere apology isnt enough
i know i cant make u trust me anymore
i know that whatever i do now,it wont make a difference
i know...i dont deserve anything
and if the onli way that i can help u is...
to forget u and to not talk to u,or even to disappear
then i will do it no matter what it takes...
for your smile...your happiness...for u...
im...really...very...sorry...
written onli for u and for u onli...