Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with the person but for the person to be happy;
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
(: 7:36:00 PM
chinese mock exam today...after tt funeral drive thru where we stood on d 2 sides of d roads at attention to see d drive thru of d late father...bless his soul...rest in peace father...mock exam quite okay....moderate...hmm...if its really thru bout wad ive done...then i guess i mus not do it anymore if it makes things worst...will heed yor advices..thx a lot!
(: 7:34:00 PM
if u like sayin bad things,gossip bout ppl then say in front of them!tell them straight in d face!tell mi straight in d face!dun need to say mi behind ppl~!n plz get yor facts rite before u say bout ppl...its like telling TALL tales...
(: 7:33:00 PM
alamak...i better dun go near u already...later create more trouble for u again...i will continue wad we agreeed on...wish u all d best in wad u wan to happen!
(: 7:31:00 PM
captains ball...inter hse games...yeh!we won...d other hses also,congrats!every1 is winners!jus too bad my name is not inside d team i played in....
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
(: 9:10:00 PM
if growing up means losing it...then i rather choo... if growing up means losing it...then i rather choose not to grow up...lost it....bing grown up is like fucked up if i lose it...carn even make u happy or laugh cuz ive lost it...been failing in everything...not d first time ive said tis....but its back again...fucking hate it...wads home wen u go home n got scolded everyday...wads home wen u go home wid yor dad looking at u wid d face of how much he hates u...failed in studies,failed in gaining my dignity...ive lost pride...behaving like a servant now...wad u wan mi to do i will do...like im dependant on ppl already...im not tis kinda person...but ive jus lost it...d will...its gone...like 1 teacher eva said...ive lost d fire...n true were those words of hers...made things worst carn bring joy,instead bring more trouble...friday...it will start...after ptm...it will start again...all tis...becuz of mi...ive not worked hard,n studies...tts all my parents wans...gd results...n yet i carn give them...failed as a son...they r rite...im not stupi or retarded...i jus didnt work hard...now he calls mi rubbish...gonna lose everything i tried hard for...jus fucked up...carn even make u laugh!wad the fuck m i?!really fucking rubbish...every1 is rite...its all my fault...dunno wads goin on...i dun deserve anything...nothing at all!
(: 8:21:00 PM
6 march my birthday!1 of d best birthsdays in my life!first time i had ppl celebrating it,got 3 cakes!thx to 4 diligence,sec 3s,n sec1s!love u guys!omg...d presents....argh!a power ranger mask can accept,barbie doll,almost carn alreay...but panties wid barbie doll pictures on it!argh!but thx anyway guts for d surprise n for being there!
me;
SEBASTIAN TAN :D
18 years old
6th of march
NCC
Attached to MOO
nothing matters to me more than your happiness (: