Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with the person but for the person to be happy;
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
(: 9:10:00 PM
if growing up means losing it...then i rather choo... if growing up means losing it...then i rather choose not to grow up...lost it....bing grown up is like fucked up if i lose it...carn even make u happy or laugh cuz ive lost it...been failing in everything...not d first time ive said tis....but its back again...fucking hate it...wads home wen u go home n got scolded everyday...wads home wen u go home wid yor dad looking at u wid d face of how much he hates u...failed in studies,failed in gaining my dignity...ive lost pride...behaving like a servant now...wad u wan mi to do i will do...like im dependant on ppl already...im not tis kinda person...but ive jus lost it...d will...its gone...like 1 teacher eva said...ive lost d fire...n true were those words of hers...made things worst carn bring joy,instead bring more trouble...friday...it will start...after ptm...it will start again...all tis...becuz of mi...ive not worked hard,n studies...tts all my parents wans...gd results...n yet i carn give them...failed as a son...they r rite...im not stupi or retarded...i jus didnt work hard...now he calls mi rubbish...gonna lose everything i tried hard for...jus fucked up...carn even make u laugh!wad the fuck m i?!really fucking rubbish...every1 is rite...its all my fault...dunno wads goin on...i dun deserve anything...nothing at all!
me;
SEBASTIAN TAN :D
18 years old
6th of march
NCC
Attached to MOO
nothing matters to me more than your happiness (: