Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with the person but for the person to be happy;
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
(: 8:05:00 PM
LOVE IS IN D AIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!be it 1 tiny little sms,or jus hearing d person's voice,or even us that person's smile...love sure makes them perfect in yor eyes!!!!!!!!!she sure is perfect in my eyes...=Dwishin she could jus be jus as happy everyday...that she wouldnt be bothered by anything else...that she be d happiest person in d world...she deserves better...much better...SMILES=D
(: 8:00:00 PM
concert today!!!!!!!!!!WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Styles From Beyond totally rox!!!!!!!!!so did d contestants!!!!!!!!!linda,big sis camille,nicky....n d HI Idol....Sulasteri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!congrats to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(: 7:56:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nice expensive cake u asked for hur?lol but its worth it for u mum!missing a few meals to pay for yor cake was more than worth it mum!thanks for taking care of mi for so long!enjoy yor day!=D
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
(: 7:45:00 PM
its too impotant to mi...more impt than many other things...widout it...i find it hard to get on by...its d onli place where i find my happiness,reflect or find hope in life...it all belongs there...it jus seems lilke i carn look forward to future...its in d memories where i can find all of them...widout memories...i guess...im find no meaning in life...n im losing them...damn
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
(: 12:25:00 AM
simple day=====>depressing day....''i carn wait for d day that we seperate''or sth like that...i understood d meaning...god...n its all my fault...i pulled her into it...im sorry...all said in fury after i accidentally knockedover aglass container filled wif nuts n he didnt even noticed i cut my leg due to d glass...
(: 12:11:00 AM
4 days on d job...first day parliament hse jus serving drinks on collecting plates...2nd day,bar man for a wedding on05/06/07 nice date?3rd day was a disaster got my own table to take care of in a doctor's wedding...all attitude givers...lawyers and doctors...well...at least d couples were nice...n lovey...lol mushy script...sang songs too...4th day...vivo city!for some movie to thank blood doners that have donated 50 times!o well...fist time at vivo...on d job...that's d last day...guess it will be o levels be4 i resume...made a few frens,all shocked wn i told them im 16 they thot i was 19 or sth...m i that old?!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
(: 3:29:00 AM
been so long since ive been here...took half an hour be4 i can log in here!forgot everything!!!eva since tt sports carnival where i knocked my head(push ball!lol)...my memory seems to be failing mi...well it used to fail mi now even more!even more sotong n blur now!
was workin ystd...waiter at my mum's workin place....goodwoodpark hotel...i noe u guys sure nv heard of it...lol...$5.50/hr on wekdays n $6/hr on weekends...was weekend ystd so...7 hours on d job!my first day too!reached there...my mum jus ask her colleague to bring mi to d waiting place to get changed to uniform...no other info...until some lady i her older age...(d onli 1 tt kept talking to mi)asked mi if i punched my card(is tt d correct word?)i said no..n she say argh!go puch now if not every minute dock 10 cents!so we hurried over n wen i finally punched d card i got docked $1!lol nvm...still got to minus half an hour worth of pay!for dinner break...sigh...at d end of d day at 11 plus...wen i wen to collect d pay wid d others...onli got $38 bucks...lol...for serving drinks n clearing plates at d parliament hse!so many high ranking police!from all ASEAN countries...o well...workin again on tues...i sure have to get used to tis...d back of my legs blisters!lol...a small price to pay....o well looking forward to tues...jus tt dun really hve frens there...actually i hardly even talked there...lol...every1 like older than mi...safe 1 or 2...many china ppl too!there tis guy hu asked to be ti gurl's fren n her number too...but o well...ladyluck wasnt on his side...laughter n shaking of d head side to side was her reply...o well...better luck nex time...ISILWM!!!!!!!!!!!!
me;
SEBASTIAN TAN :D
18 years old
6th of march
NCC
Attached to MOO
nothing matters to me more than your happiness (: