Monday, August 25, 2008
(: 10:41:00 PM
LAO PO!!!by the time ure reading this i should be at the camp le...im starting to miss u le...while 1'm away...i know u have promised but just a gentle reminder....incase im not able to talk during camp....lao po try not to get yourself injured or have any bruises kay?everytime i see a bruise on your i feel a little pain...pain that im not there to prevent u from getting even such a tiny bruise...so please take care kay?drink loads of water...your lips skin are always do dry...u need more moisture...i will drink more so u too kay?u must remain healthy so please remember to eat kay?all 3 meals...at least eat a little if ure full...but please eat no matter what...remember to rest early or when ure tired....ure body is a little weaker than most people,no offense but ya...please rest when u need it kay?its the holidays so dun push yourself to hard on anything kay?your gums are always bleeding so remember to brush lightly and drink loads of water n eat fish to help in blood replenishing kay?your hands...dun keep rubbing your eyes!its really not good for your cornea so dun rub it kay?n least try not to...
this few days it has been raining a lot so remember to put on your blanket when ure sleeping kay?i'll give u warmth in spirit but in body only your blanket can help u...if anything happens...do not hesitate to call me or drop me an sms....this camp is a fun camp so im more free to pick up the call...i'll at least give u an sms every night...lao po...if u carn get to slp or something is bothering u...just look outside of ure window at the skies,hold our rings and think but us...i'll feel it and look back at the sky...i'll be with u in spirit heart and soul...no matter what...lao po...im so sorry that i carn be there in person for this few days...
1 last thing...u will be on my mind every single hour min and sec...i'll always have u in my heart and i'll tell u bout my feelings to the u in my heart...hoping that u can hear it...so if u hear things from your heart...u will know its me de...for all things...and all others....i wanna let u know this...that no matter what happens...anything that comes between us...any problems that arises...no matter how many mountains and oceans we have to go through...i will always go through it with you...i know its just a simple camp n all that ive written is as if im leaving for a long time...but even a day without you seems so long and empty already....so lao po...pardon me for the long post but...i really just want to let u know is that....
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HONESTLY DEEPLY TRULY SINCERELY LOVE YOU SO MUCH,I REALLY DO...be back soon!cya soon lao po...muacksssssss=D
(: 9:11:00 PM
a lot of things have been happening lately...especially at home....n im really sorry that ure affected by it lao po....really sorry bout it...but i promise that i will settle it soon...it will take quite some time before its settled but...please give me some time...im also really sorry for saying that sentence to you...i know it really hurts but it was really how i felt...but now...against all odds im gonna change all that...everything will be done for u de...i will never betray this trust u have in me de...before feb next year things should change le...trust me on this ba....=D
lao po and i went to chinatown to submit our contract,thereafter we went to bugis to settle her contacts as well as my photos...104 of them!?luckily ure degree didnt go up...take of your eyes kay?stop rubbing them!we went to grab some long john silver's food...haha...i sure love them even more...especially the cheese!better than all others!hahawent to purchase my slippers after that...my current ones already has 2 big holes!i can always feel the floor everytime i walk with them!?
i left my ring with lao po...its there like a part of me...to be there with you till i come back from camp on thurs...i sure will miss u when im there....rmb...look up at the sky at the stars at night....for i will be there looking back too=Di'll be in your heart always...
haha...lao po...i will always remeber the conversation we had till almost 3a.m this morning...even if u dun remember it...dun worry....it will always be in my heart...not for any1 elses ears...=DI LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD!!!=D
Monday, August 18, 2008
(: 8:51:00 PM
last paper today....did practice but i guess...it really wasnt enough...i know that...sorry lao po...not gonna score very well le....
im really sorry for letting u see it today...u hate seeing it....sorry ar...seeing u so worried really makes me sad....i wun let u worry bout me getting injured again....i really love you lao po...i really do
Saturday, August 16, 2008
(: 8:49:00 PM



OUR RINGS!!!HAPPY 1ST MONTH LAO PO=D 15/08/08
eltech paper today!eg1 paper on fri...dont wanna mention bout them anymore ba...all that is left is the engmec paper!
for this few weeks....there is 1 person i must really thank for spending time revising the modules with me...and that is....LAO PO!=Dthank you lao po!thank you soooooooooooooooooooooo much!i promise i'll get my results up and then i can finally let my parents know that we are together...dont wanna hide our relationship from any1...especially my parents...your parents have seen me already...its gonna be your turn soon!=D
went to lao po's house yesterday to study...first time formally allowed into the house...lol...lao po...ure family is so fun to be with!especially your mum!lol...love your hamster...n i really think u should get your rabbits cage cleaned out!lol...it smells ''nice''...lol...
sorry for the robot actions...lol....a sudden invitation to eat with your family...my in prompt tu skills cannot cope with this...lol....it would be more natural next time...=Dif there is that is...=D
love ya lao po!even more so...after u answered that question at the library today...believe it or not...i was really gan dong...haha...though the answer was really unexpected...but it proved loads of things...n for that...i cannot thank you enough...n it makes me say this again...u are really a really good lao po...i finally understood that voice's meaning....and im glad it came through...I LOVE YOU=D
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
(: 10:18:00 PM
lao po....u changed me so much...i can never thank you enough....but at the same time i can never apologise enough....i know you do not want me to apologise...but please allow to...just a single minute....
i'm sorry for letting you worry...i'm sorry for letting your tears flow...i'm sorry for not concentrating on my studies...i'm sorry for not being there to prevent you from getting injured...i'm sorry for not being to get rid of troubles yet...i'm sorry for being someone new for a certain period of time everyday...i'm sorry for being so rough...i'm sorry for being so commenting...i'm sorry for every other things that i've done or not done in anyway to help you or not help you...for all these...i'm really very sorry...
things will change...i know you dont really mention about it...but i know whats going on...the change will come about...and i'll make sure you can answer the question to ''do you know who exactly am i''with this...i promise...
that feeling is still there...i really...hais
(: 10:15:00 PM
too HIHS NCC...sorry for the scolding session but it had to be done...to save your unit my unit our unit...to make it a better unit...like ive said it just now...we work to achieve gold for best unit competition...if we ever do....i'm not gonna say its my effort that got the school this award...but YOUR effort...the WHOLE unit's effort...it isnt and has never been a 1 man show...it has always been the whole unit's effort so keep improving guys....i know none from our unit will see this post but...in spirit...i hope u guys know...
(: 10:12:00 PM
absence keeps love going
presence keeps love moving
absence keeps love where it was left off while presence moves love but towards more happiness or sadness that depends on you....
make a choice...the world is fair...every single choice u make has its pros and cons...so find the better one...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
(: 3:35:00 PM
whats worst a feeling than not being able to do anything or help in anyway and seeing your loved ones suffering...?the feeling is really really very bad....and to be able to feel it multiple times makes my heart hurts a lot...I'm sorry for the times when i really could'nt do anything...i'm also sorry for the times its not enough...and i'm even more sorry for allowing them to happen...
worst things come when appear whether u like it or not...
the feeling is growing again...the feeling of something wrong...
(: 3:25:00 PM

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went to sentosa with lao po for the gathering with the F.F grp...there was to be a surprise for jiajie and shi rui both wanting to give each other a birthday surprise...eventually they did, and it was quite fun...lao po was queit to begin with...o well, strangers of course will be queit....make a doubleheart for her on the sand....hope she loved it...
went to meet sasi to get lao po's eltech papers back and went home after that...thanks lao po for sending me back...was late for dinner already....
hais....still cannot find a way to express it...dont know why...
something is wrong...and i have no idea what it is...
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
(: 8:57:00 PM
HAHA!went to sentosa with lao po today!=Dstarting....guess lao po wasnt warmed up yet ba....she was a little quiet...but when we got to the beach....WOAH!both crazy!especially when we were in the water!=Dhaha...details other than the failed sand castle...secret=phehewas building a sand castle halfway when the tide suddenyl rose so high...we built a little break water, but after a while it couldnt last...we tried to save it....but to no avail...o well...lol....
lao po...the sea was really against us sia...nvm...we will beat it 1 day!=Dnot gonna reveal anymore details...but it will be our hearts de....so...
HAPPY 3RD WEEK LAO PO!SOOOOOOO LOVE YA!!!=D