Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with the person but for the person to be happy;
Sunday, September 07, 2008
(: 3:25:00 PM
the stars that night seemed extremely near that night...that night we were in the playground...the night we slept under the stars...when i looked at u as u slept...i felt so peaceful...i really felt so much love for u...lao po...when i kissed your forehead i made a promise to u to take care of u forever...i really wanna make sure that everytime u sleep u would have the same peaceful look on your face...the same happy lao po that i knew...i promised to make u the happiest lao po, n i will stick by it again...the times we were together...short 55 days together and we have been through so much together already...cried together..braved the rain,watched the stars,fought the sea literally...ive been stupid...trying to be somebody...that person that u saw during ncc work any other places...im never gonna do that anymore...im gonna face u every single time using ME...im gonna let u be able to say yes...i know u...n not everyday ure somebody...lao po...we have both fallen too deeply...so deep...so deep...i really love you lao po...i really do...the feelings are as we have said...goin stronger by the day...n as u are in malaysia right now...my heart really aches for u...it really does...the promises that hangs on my neck...the scars on my forehead....all reminds everything that we have done...even if my family really breaks apart now my whole life comes crashing down like the waves...i will still be strong...for i know...that you always be there...for u...everything is possible...for u...everything seems worth it...and for u...i will do it...nothing else matters anymore....only...your happiness...the stars in the sky...they are not enough to match all the reasons to why i love you so much...i ran out of them before i even came close to pass the starting of the reasons....u really mean a lot to me lao po...u mean a lot...theres only 1 thing i can confirm will never change bout me...n that is how much i love you..no matter what happens...no matter what happens...i will love you
me;
SEBASTIAN TAN :D
18 years old
6th of march
NCC
Attached to MOO
nothing matters to me more than your happiness (: